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 kingston, dakota natalie
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DAKOTA NATALIE KINGSTON hi my name is DAKOTA NATALIE KINGSTON. i'm EIGHTEEN years young . most people call me NATALIE, but i like
to be called NAT. i'm originally from FORKS, but now i live
in FORKS. i run with the HUMANS. a lot of people say i look like
HAYLEY WILLIAMS, but i don't really think so. well that's the basic info about me. personality
This girl is an absolute NUT! She just loves to have fun, no matter what the hell she's doing. Most of the time her idea of joking around is sarcasm and just acting like she doesn't have a care in the world. She found out early on that acting carefree was the best way to go through life. That way there weren't a lot of things that could bring you down or make you feel stressed. You just went through life day by day, seeing where each one took you. It may sound a little complicated, or not complicated at all, which it really isn't. She's in fucking high school, her senior year, its the year to not give a shit about anything. And that's exactly what she's gonna do, or at least that's what she'll pretend to do.
Natalie is basically unlike any other girl you've ever met! She's basically like one of the guys. She's always found that she's gotten along better with boys because a lot of girls are just petty. The guys she hangs out with don't really even consider her a girl, then again they don't think she's manly, she just fits in well. Secretly, she wishes she had more girlfriends because sometimes its just hard to talk to guys about serious things because sometimes they just don't get it. But then again, if given the opportunity to talk to another girl she may not take it. Natalie's been known to bottle things up, hoping that if she didn't think about them then somehow they would just disappear. Not a good habit to fall into, especially when she even knows that somethings come back to bite you in the ass. However, even though she's aware of that, she tries to pretend even that isn't true as long as she doesn't think about it.
As a child Natalie wasn't all that outgoing, she kept a lot of things to herself and she found that a lot of times she just sat there thinking of all the things that bothered her. Eventually she found that getting more involved makes you forget all the things you don't want to think about. That is probably the best explaination as to why she is now so outgoing and she loves to have a good time. That way she is always surrounded by people and is always too happy to realize that on the inside things are eating away at her. Like how disfunctional her family is, and how scared she is of love. Her family has never been very close yet somehow they've always found a way to hurt her. She figures that if they aren't that close to her and they can still hurt her, someone whom she loves will only be that much more closer to her, probably the closest, and they could do so much more damage. Every time she's come close to loving someone, she's just pushed them away thinking that she was protecting herself even though all she was doing was hurting herself more.
history
Dakota Natalie Kingston was born December 21st to Christian and Emma Carr. She was their fourth, and last, child. Perhaps she was too much for them that they just couldn't handle another child like her. Or at least that's what her brothers and sisters always told her. Its funny, because as children they all actually got along quite well. Sure, there's a bit of an age difference. Her oldest brother is 8 years older than her, but but by the time she was 7 he was 15 and she always looked at him as her knight in shining armour. When her brother Aiden, whose always two years older than her, would pick on her, Christian would always come to her rescue. She loved that about him. Actually, she just loved him in general. There was nothing about him that made her dislike him. Well, until he went off to college and it seemed as if he had totally forgotten that she was his little sister. He came back for Christmas break in his freshman year of college and she was 11, the most annoying creature on earth to him. She was short, hyper, and she had a gap tooth. Apparently she wasn't the little sister he had once adored and would take a bullet for. He was no longer her knight, instead now a joker. Maybe it was just a joke to believe that things would ever be the same as they were when she was younger.
As her older brother and her grew apart, her other brother Aiden and her only grew closer. Being so close in age, they went through the same phases as the same times, which isn't a good thing when you're dealing with a boy and a girl. Up until their teen years they bickered constantly, never getting along. And I mean never. Its crazy how that when they were teenagers they actually started getting along! You would actually think the opposite. With her sister gone off to be a model in New York City, it was just the two of them and her parents. Natalie no longer had three other people to deflect attention off of her from. Now there was just Aiden and herself, and it was kind of just agreed upon by them that they were a team. Her parents are absolute nuts! Control freaks, neat freaks, just freaks in general. They knew they would never be able to make it through on their own, so the only way to come out alive was to stick together.
As she grew up she realized that she wasn't just a normal teenager. She looked around her and all her friends had parents who would drive them to the movies and actually make normal conversations with them, while hers talked about chores and schoolwork. All her friends' parents were nice and easy to talk to, while her parents were manipulative and cold. They could turn anything on you and slap you in the face with it, but not physically. Though sometimes Natalie would have rather had it been physical, it actually probably would have hurt less. Anytime her parents saw her happy, they would rip it out from under her because they hadn't caused it. Freaks I tell you! All along she thought she had a loving family, a loving brother, a sister whom she looked up to, and another brother that showed her what NOT to act like. So wrong, so very wrong. Her parents were crazies, her brother was an asshole, soon she find out her sister had an eating disorder, and her other brother was the only friend she had in that hell house.
When Natalie was 13, her sister had moved to New York City to become a model. Ever since she could remember her sister had been modeling. Whether for commercials or local fashion shows, she was always modeling. After all, she was the tallest, thinnest, and prettiest girl Natalie knew. Neraly six feet tall, she towers over Natalie. Literally. When Malorie came back for Thanksgiving Natalie noticed that something seemed different about her sister. Her cheekbones stuck out a little and she wore sweatshirts and sweatpants all weekend. She was too young to know exactly what could be wrong, but soon she would find out. Christmas Break rolled around, her sister coming home looking paler and thinner than ever. She said she was just working out a lot, didn't get a lot of sleep, and barely got any tan living up north. But by the time April came it was clear something was seriously wrong with her. Her parents tried to deny it, until the night Natalie found her sister sprawled on the bathroom floor, the shower on and the toilet filled with blood. Then her parents had to face the truth. In just a year her sister had gone from a skinny model to a living skeleton. It was the scarriest moment of her life, and the one that she will always remember. It haunts her in her dreams, not only because of the images it brings back but also because she realized that night how truely unconventional her family was. Her sister couldn't even tell them she had an eating disorder, and worst of all she had to face it on her own. Her parents wanted nothing to do with her. Natalie tried to be there for her sister, but she just pushed her away. Some family.
Natalie surrounded herself with tons of people after that. She just wanted to have fun, get her minds off things. She wanted to just forget about things so the best way to do that was to keep your mind occupied doing other things. Instead of turning to drinking and drugs like some kids may, Natalie just surrounded herself with close friends. She went from being a shy girl during her childhood to that crazy, outgoing, energizer bunny kid. A complete and total turn around! And she thought of it as a good thing, like most would. By while her personality had changed a little, some things about her stayed the same. She bottled up a lot of things that she thought she couldn't tell people. The only time she really let them out was when she wrote them on paper and made them into a song. Music was thereuputic for her and it was something that she could turn to. Friends and music keep her going from day to day, and without either of them she would probably crash and burn.
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