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[KoujiPirate]

This was C&P'd from my LJ, so yeah.
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My good god.

I didn't know music could do that.

I feel so good... so good... like I found the end of life... because I remember how good my life was, like my life is flashing by me. And it's been good. Y'see, it's merely a hunch, but I think why us as beings are here is to be happy for our time here. Ah, it's so long and we rush it by...

I'm happy I have been and will be alive... see, I fear dying not because of the act itself, is I'm afraid of the grief my friends would go through.

Yet... the emotions I'm getting... I have found the meaning of existence... to be happy for being. No shit, but it's true.

It's like, I feel no negative emotions at all... no pain, no fear, no embarrassment, no depression, no sadness... I can't help but smile, thinking about my life... Even the parts of my life I've never wanted to think about, how stupid I was, how bad things were- I smile to these thoughts. I've learned so much in my life and this moment has brought them together.

This seriously is a turning point in my life. I know why I'm here. I do know why life is lived. I now am more aware with how good life is.

[Greenfrie]

Yeah, that whole "living" thing's okay I guess.
=P