I Never Meant to be So Cold, Fiera's Soundtrack

[Briar Rosethorn]

{ HERO }
Skillet

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I'm not a hero. I never really was.

I'm just a step away
I'm just a breath away
Losing my faith today
Falling off the edge today

I am just a man
Not superhuman
I'm not superhuman
Someone save me from the hate

It's just another war
Just another family torn
Falling from my faith today
Just a step from the edge
Just another day in the world we live

I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero, save me now
I need a hero to save my life
A hero will save me just in time

I've gotta fight today
To live another day
Speaking my mind today
My voice will be heard today

I've gotta make a stand
But I am just a man
I'm not superhuman
My voice will be heard today

It's just another war
Just another family torn
My voice will be heard today
It's just another kill
The countdown begins to destroy ourselves

I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero, save me now
I need a hero to save my life
A hero will save me just in time

I need a hero to save my life
I need a hero, just in time
Save me just in time
Save me just in time

Who's gonna fight for what's right?
Who's gonna help us survive?
We're in the fight of our lives
And we're not ready to die

Who's gonna fight for the weak?
Who's gonna make 'em believe?
I've got a hero, I've got a hero
Living in me

I'm gonna fight for what's right
Today I'm speaking my mind
And if it kills me tonight
I will be ready to die

A hero's not afraid to give his life
A hero's gonna save me just in time

I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero, save me now
I need a hero to save my life
A hero will save me just in time

(I need a hero)
Who's gonna fight for what's right?
Who's gonna help us survive?

(I need a hero)
Who's gonna fight for the weak?
Who's gonna make 'em believe?
I need a hero

I need a hero
A hero's gonna save me just in time

[Briar Rosethorn]

{ COLD }
Crossfade

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For Tharion

Looking back at me I see that I
Never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win

You are the antidote that gets me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that gets me
High

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so

Cold, to you, I'm sorry 'bout all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
'Cause now I can see me

You were the antidote that got me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that got me
High

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be
So cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me

I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say (Say)
Is I'm sorry for the way (Sorry for the way) I am
(I am) I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say (Say)
Is I'm sorry for the way (Sorry for the way) I am
(I am) I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

[Briar Rosethorn]

{ TAKING OVER ME }
Evanescence

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For Yali

You don't remember me, but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream, and dream I do

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me

Have you forgotten all I know, and all we had
You saw me mourning my love for you, and touched my hand
I knew you loved me then

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many fears inside that are
Just like you are taking over

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me

I believe in you
(I believe in you)
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me (taking over me)
You're taking over me (taking over me)
Taking over me

[Briar Rosethorn]

{ THE OTHER SIDE OF THE DOOR }
Taylor Swift

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We were so dysfunctional, but I loved you for it.

In the heat of the fight
I walked away
Ignoring words that you were saying
Trying to make me stay
I said this time
I've had enough
And you've called a hundred times
But I'm not picking up

'Cause I'm so mad, I might tell you that it's over
But if you look a little closer

I said leave but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming 'I'm in love with you!'
Wait there in the pouring rain
Come back for more
And don't you leave
'Cause I know all I need is on the other side of the door

Me and my stupid pride are sitting here alone
I'm going through the photographs
I'm staring at the phone
I keep going back over
Things we both said
And I remember the slamming door
And all the things that I misread

So babe, if you know everything
Tell me why you couldn't see
That when I left I wanted you to chase after me, yeah

I said leave but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming 'I'm in love with you!'
Wait there in the pouring rain
Come back for more
And don't you leave
'Cause I know all I need is on the other side of the door

And I scream out the window
'I can't even look at you! I don't need you!'
But I do
I do
I do

I say 'There's nothing you can say
To make this right again! I mean it! I mean it!'
But what I mean is

I said leave but baby, all I want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming 'I'm in love with you!'
Wait there in the pouring rain
Come back for more
And don't you leave
'Cause I know all I need is on the other side of the door

With your face and your beautiful eyes
And the conversations with the little white lies
And the faded picture of a beautiful night
You carried me from your car up the stairs
And I broke down crying
'Was she worth this mess?!
After everything and that little black dress?!'

After everything
I must confess

I need you

[Briar Rosethorn]

{ FALLEN }
Sarah McLachlan

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How can heaven help me now?

Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bend to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarrassed
Pretend that they don't see
That it's one missed step
One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

[Briar Rosethorn]

{ HELLO }
Kelly Clarkson

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You'll let me go like everyone else, Tam.


Yes, I stumbled into the night
We're touching but I feel like you are still out of reach
The people here are buzzing like a bug on a light
I'm feeling like I always see them
But they can't see me
Sentimental feelings
Never get me anywhere
My heart continues beating
Is there anybody, anybody?

Hello? Hello?
Is anybody listening?
Let go as everyone lets go of me
Oh oh, won't somebody show me
That I'm not alone, not alone?

Yeah, I'm coming through this desert of stone
These faces on the statues that I used to know
Wishing I was more than what my story has told
Or hoping that I'm dreaming in the day
And this isn't happening
Gotta keep it all together
Longing for a hand to hold
Keep clear of the shadows
Is there anybody, anybody?

Hello? Hello?
Is anybody listening?
Let go as everyone lets go of me
Oh oh, won't somebody show me
That I'm not alone, not alone?

Holding on to the memories of when I
I didn't know
Ignorance isn't wise but it beats being alone

Hello?
Is anybody listening?
Let go as everyone lets go of me
Oh oh, won't somebody show me
That I'm not alone, not alone?

Hello?
Is anybody listening?
Let go as everyone lets go of me
Oh oh, won't somebody show me
That I'm not alone, not alone?

[Briar Rosethorn]

{ HAUNTED }
Kelly Clarkson

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Please.... I just want to be numb......


Louder, louder
The voices in my head
Whispers taunting
All the things you said
Faster the days go by and I'm still
Stuck in this moment of wanting you here
Time
In the blink of an eye
You held my hand, you held me tight
Now you're gone
And I'm still crying
Shocked, broken
I'm dying inside

Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Shadows linger
Only to my eye
I see you, I feel you
Don't leave my side
It's not fair
Just when I found my world
They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart

I miss you, you hurt me
You left with a smile
Mistaken, your sadness
Was hiding inside
Now all that's left
Are the pieces to find
The mystery you kept
The soul behind a guise

Where are you
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Why did you go?
All these questions run through my mind
I wish I couldn't feel at all
Let me be numb
I'm starting to fall

Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Where are you?
Where are you?

You were smiling

[Briar Rosethorn]

{ FLARE }
Homestuck Soundtrack - Fan Lyrics

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I almost told him once...


Things fall apart so easily;
they break away at the seams
and it seems
this is the life I was fated to lead
dreams dead in the water
and you ought to let them pass

I wanted something better than this;
than a postmortem kiss
and three years to miss you
but it seems that's all I'm gonna get;
it's best to forget

Last night I dreamt of you --
you were beautiful; amidst a sky of blue

It was only the two of us,
hearts beating synchronously

Do you feel for me?

I heard a song the other day;
it reminded me of the way
I love you
and how I never got to say that to you

So many things I wanted to do;
so many dreams
left for dead in the water
drowned and gone; just smile and let them go

I wanted so much more
than a game we were born to lose
I wanted so much more
so much more for you