Ϟ YOUR TOUCH, SO ELECTRIC., tag: warren / coti

for coti, wearing this. sorry this took a while, love.

it was that time of day where jade was painfully bored. she was standing in the middle of the hallway trying to decide where she wanted to go. either she could go back to class and be forced into facing a stupid ass, pointless, time wasting therapy session. when would they get it through their heads that nothing was wrong with her? why did they insist that everyone has to be nice? or that their moods need to stay one way for long periods of time? that was preposterous. twirling some of her long locks around her slender finger, she clicked her tongue before uncrossing her ankles and spinning on one heel. a sly smile on her face. fuck it, class was useless. sure she'd get scolded later. right now, her mind was made up, and she didn't give two shits. making her way to the notorious bathroom, it took her a few moments since it wasn't exactly two steps away. jade's wavy brown hair flowed over her shoulders and down her back. an air of confidence encircled her as she kept walking. if anyone was actually in the halls, they'd know to move the hell out of her way, or get ran over. they were clear, which made her trip a little shorter than it usually was. only this time, he didn't know she was coming. descending upon the door, her gaze traveled up and down the corridor - not a soul in sight. slipping inside cautiously, she had to be careful. it was the boy's bathroom after all. spying warren, she wasn't sure if he'd heard her come in and just didn't want to move, or if he hadn't indeed heard her. either way she walked up behind him, lowering her face close to his neck. smiling to herself for a moment, she smirked and then pressed her soft lips to his warm flesh of the side of his neck, kissing him two more times on the neck, she giggled and pulled back. "you just looked so lonely, i had to grab your attention somehow."

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when they are weak she will always be strong

made by marv @ atf

for coti, wearing this. sorry this took a while, love.

his laugh left a smile across her face. warren was one of the few people she truly liked and didn't mind being around. even though she still had her rather bitchy moments even with him, they were fewer and far between compared to anyone else that crossed her path. plus he was drop dead gorgeous, was it really a surprise that jade actually liked him? his faked tsking scolding sound and wink made her laugh, and there was no holding that back. the smile stayed on her face as she stepped to the side and glanced around the bathroom, and made sure that they were actually alone. the quick scan confirmed her initial thought. turning back to him jade's head tilted to the side as he pulled out a cigarette. hooking her thumbs in the back of her jean pockets, rolling her shoulders back, the brunette showed more confidence than most who'd been through her walk of life. "i know that.. who wouldn't want to take advantage of me, though? depending on the person, i don't think i'd mind too much." her gaze flashed to his, and the look of mischief was pretty present in the stare. his offer was nice, and while jade did partake in some of their dealings - rarely, but sometimes. cigarettes were not her thing. they stunk, they tasted horrible, they turned your nails and teeth yellow. trying not to make a face, jade just shook her head. "i'll pass, thanks. you know i'm not one to preach... but those fucking things are gross. why do you smoke them?" well that was much better, oh well. walking slowly along the room, she made her way next to warren slowly and finally stopped next to him. leaning against the counter, she looked at him. "you're the only one in here, that's different. where's everyone else at?" it was a lame question. the likelihood was that they were out doing their so-called job, and taking care of business. something she was slacking on doing right now. although she'd been in class anyways. not much was picked up on in there.

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when they are weak she will always be strong

made by marv @ atf

the spark never lit a fire but i tried but the wind from your tongue was like a hurricane.

he rolled the cigarette between calloused fingers and could swear that the heat building in the thin paper was hot enough to feel through its casing. warren knew better then to be toying around with cigarettes like that but he wasn’t scared of little stick, knowing damn well that his therapist had already told him that he needed to quit. he swore that it was damaging his throat and could tell the difference on the recorded tapes from their very first session to their latest. factor in puberty and the natural deepening of an aging teenager and that was all he needed to prove the cause of the voice change. looking jade over with curious eyes, he wondered what brought the teenage girl to the stalls, especially when everyone else was in class or working in their dealing times. he wouldn’t say anything about her lacking and straying from schedule but it still sparked a little bit of curiosity deep within him and with that he placed himself against the counter and wondered what her angle was. ”you know with talk like that jade, i need to start soliciting prostitution because i can think of a couple eager hands who would fork over a few hundred to simply get a hand job from you.” he said honestly, shrugging his shoulders blatantly letting her flirtatious ways deflect from him. it wasn’t that he wasn’t interested but he had to be careful with his gang because if he did something to piss one of them off – it would most surely start talking amongst the crew and could end up being their downfall. yes – this didn’t always stop him, but he liked to think that he did practice some sort of self control when it came to his dick and then he thought back on the bathroom rumor and simply laughed. ”they’re not gross, they’re stress relieving and they give you an intimidating persona.” he laughed knowing that was perfectly true, especially if you already had the build. as the woman came to rest beside him, he cut her a sideways glance over to the her as she asked her question. normally, she would be correct about there usually being more people in here but it was a therapy session day, so anyone who needed to talk – simply showed up and things easily mulled over between client and doctor. that’s why it was only him, simply to keep confidential information at bay and getting into hands of the wrong people. ”class, dealing, who knows. it’s one of those stall to stall days this afternoon, so everyone pretty much stays away.” he said softly, before taking another puff. ”what about you? what are you hear for?”

for coti, wearing this. sorry this took a while, love.

it had in fact slipped her mind that today was warren's therapy days. where anyone and everyone could come and talk to him. jade never participated because she was far from being fond of therapy, and she also didn't believe there was anything actually wrong with her. her past was still something she hadn't fully told anyone about. not even her counselor, therapist, no one. in fact, jade hadn't thought about it in some time. it was probably better off that way anyways. folding her arms gently across her chest, warren's proposition amused her greatly. it had crossed her mind before to get some sort of payment for her actions. however, jade had never pursued it since she loved sex more than anything else. it wasn't a job, it was her hobby. there was nothing wrong with that as long as you were smart about, and she definitely was. chewing on her bottom lip, she glanced at her friend before smiling. "hmm, i don't know. i never really thought of it being a good idea." honestly mulling it over, she shrugged. "who are these people, anyways?" curiosity had captured her. wrinkling her nose, she just shook her head with a smirk. "if you insist... but i doubt your persona could be anymore intimidating than it already is." jade extended a slender finger and poked him in the ribs playfully. it was nice being around warren, jade felt calm with him. her anger never skyrocketed, plus he was hot as fuck, and even though she'd never had the honor of being able to make his name appear on her list, jade secretly hoped that would happen. with warren it was about being closer to him. she felt a pull that no one else had on her. it wasn't love - at least not to her. the eighteen year old didn't believe in love. love was for crushing fairytales that were created to keep little girls convinced they needed to find some stupid prince charming to make their life complete. well fuck that, what if she wanted to be a woman for the rest of her life? so much for prince charming. commitment. that word was vulgar in jade's world. the only sort of commitment she had was to the lost boys. and even then it was more of an undying loyalty. it dawned on jade when warren mentioned stall to stall days was today that she realized she probably should've been gone. if someone came in and saw her, not only would her cover be blown, but the person would instantly think jade would divulge any information she could get her hands on. for some morons that walked these halls - that was true. anything that touched the lost boys though, stayed within. "...right, i forgot. i just got sick of class, and didn't feel like lazing around my dorm." rubbing her arm mindlessly, she felt really stupid for having forgotten and putting them both in jeopardy. "shit, i'm sorry. i should go.. i wouldn't have come had i remembered what day it was. i don't want to get either of us busted, or lose a client." letting her hands fall, her arm brushed his sending a warm tingle up her arm, and through her body. biting her tongue, this attraction was getting consuming. pushing off the counter, she went to step around him to walk towards the door.

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when they are weak she will always be strong

made by marv @ atf

the spark never lit a fire but i tried but the wind from your tongue was like a hurricane.

he wouldn’t mistake his own issues with those of his clients. warren understood that he was troubled young man, with so much more to take from this life. attending therapy since the age of seven, he knew every technique that a therapist would use against him in order to get him talking and he surprisingly enough was so observant that he could always counter them. it was humorous to hear a therapist psychoanalyze him, only to have their client turn the conversation on them. like why was there an empty condom package on the floor by the wastebasket? warren would then talk about how it was inappropriate to be sleeping with their patients and then by the end of the session and the therapist thoroughly embarrassed, they would come up with some pathetic reason why warren couldn’t be treated there anymore. in fact – the boy was so convincing behind closed doors that some of the doctors would constantly tell his mother that there was nothing wrong with him and that worked up until he stole that car and wrecked it through the store front. ”don’t be silly jade, we know i can’t solicit my clients names.” warren spoke with a wink. ”i hear that carter kid wouldn’t mind receiving a hand job.” added the man, accidently on purpose forgetting to add a cap on the boys name. feeling the woman poke at him, warren couldn’t help laugh as he crossed his arms over his chest defensively and leaned back against the counter. hearing the woman say that he couldn’t get any scarier made him laugh and internally, he knew that was a lie. most people never saw the dark side of warren and that was because saul numbed that side of him. to witness him snap in a fit of rage was something that only few people got to see and the last time he lost his temper, the boy almost killed a man and that was the truth. not some edited story that others fed people to subdue them. ”jade you have no idea how cruel i can truly be.” he said with a impish grin, while bringing his thumb to his brow and scratching gently. though warren should be concerned that someone was here during his scheduled time to do their little meets with him, he wasn’t worried in the slightest. everyone that saw him had to check in with one of his boys down the hall and they would be escorted into the stalls personally. it would give just enough time for jade to slip out and would keep any terrible publicity from slipping through the cracks. ”oh no rush. We’ll have a heads up before someone actually comes in here and that means your hands are clean and so are mine.” he laughs softly, while batting an eye at the woman as pulled forth another cigarette and lit the end once more. it was such a terrible habit to pick up but the people that made them needed work too, so he’d continue buying them.

for coti, wearing this. sorry this took a while, love.

warren's words made her wonder what he meant, that she had no idea how cruel he could be. jade was a master at cruelty, she knew no boundaries, and that most of the time made everyone hate her. her select friends somehow saw past this - granted most of them were never the target of her cruelty. that was saved for the ignorant and the annoying. warren knew of her actions from being a witness, and from hearing stories. never had she lashed out at him. probably the worst thing she'd ever said to him was to shut up, or cussed at him while telling a story or something. really that was nothing. knowing herself, that's what spiked her curiosity. being the leader of the lost boys he burdened a lot of the responsibility, especially if ever caught. there had to be something there that he hid. there was truth to his words; that much she could believe. before she'd maneuvered across the room, he made a point. nodding once, she understood. what was with her today? it was like everything she'd known about the schedules and stuff was just a big blank in her mind. rubbing her forehead, her fingers ran through her long silky locks before settling back to resting on her other arm. walking forward a few more steps, she stared boringly at a painting on the wall. tilting her head to the side slightly, she spoke to him without looking. "you said before.. carter. which carter? reis, or one of the carter fucktards that run around this place? there's so many of them." carter reis was one of their brute force members - a body guard in a way. he looked after everyone, including jade to her own despise. they'd managed to have their own on again, off again fling. not that it was really of any surprise. shaking her head to get herself to focus back on talking to warren, she leaned her left shoulder against the wall and was facing warren. "what about you?" jade's brow lifted in question. "with you being mr. therapist, who gets to listen to all your dirty information?" the tone of her voice was dripping slyly with sarcasm. the therapy sessions was more than just getting information out of people that others didn't have. in warren's way, it seemed like it was actually supposed to be helpful. jade had never done one of those sessions. first off, it was slightly awkward for her. warren knew what he needed to know. next to no one at st. jude's knew the full story of her past. and she still fully and firmly believed you can only be helped when there's something wrong with you. there was nothing wrong with her. what was so wrong about having a strong personality that not everyone can handle?

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when they are weak she will always be strong

made by marv @ atf

the spark never lit a fire but i tried but the wind from your tongue was like a hurricane.

jade was a little pistol. she packed a lethal punch and she could knock a grown man on their ass but that was never something warren was worried about. anything that she threw his way would be labeled a turn on and would probably bring him into a state of arousal but that was a topic for another time, especially when there were people right outside this room that could enter at any moment. the point at the moment was that warren knew the other girl was of the dangerous variety, but he wasn’t scared of her. he would never fear the woman but she should be scared of him. jade should take his words as a warning to never cross him. if she was to do so, then the she couldn’t beg for forgiveness, simply because this was her warning. the kindest one that he had ever given someone and he owed that to her after all given the amount of extra work the girl partook in. cigarette drawn between tightly pursed lips, warren inhaled and let the smoke coat his lungs, before breathing it out and ducking the ashes into the sink. he’d send someone in later to clean up the mess and with that he looked at the girl when she brought the notion of carter up again. ”not our carter but i’m sure he’d like to have one. poor kid never gets laid, so a hand job would make him feel important on some level i’m sure.” he said with a wink at the woman before glancing back down towards his feet. ”i believe his name is carter thompson. he’s some geek that’s in my fourth period who was telling everyone that he was sleeping with you.” gestured the gang leader, expertly spreading the fire and letting the boy get burned by his own remarks. shortly after this, jade would probably track the other down and end him, which he hoped he had front row seats for. little pansy. leaning back against the counter as two fingers rested on the base of his smoke, warren glanced over at the other as she threw her sly conversation piece over his way. ”what do you mean? that statement has a double edged meaning, how exactly did you mean to convey that?” he asked her with an arched brow and little chuckle that sounded through the bathroom. ”are you asking who I tell my own troubled past to…or are you more along the lines…who do I tell my client information to?” questioned the boy, while he put the cigarette out in the sink and tossed the butt into a nearby trashcan.

for coti, wearing this. sorry this took a while, love.

everyone within st. jude's was lucky to have warren do his therapy sessions. even if it was completely different, and to some it may not even legitimately be helpful (god knows some of them were probably coming to them just to see warren, or even get into bed with him). it was still the fact that they had someone other than the school appointed therapists that usually insisted that if you were here, you must have something truly wrong with you. jade knew differently because of her own 'issues'. anger and a love for pleasure that came with sex was not a problem. sure she sometimes got physically violent with people, but wasn't that pretty much a part of life these days when shit hits the fan? warren knew of her temper, but she never had come to a session and probably wouldn't. it was like admitting that there was something wrong with her, and she couldn't do that. that was the main thought in her head at all times, admit nothing. she didn't take his words as a warning, because jade knew that she'd never do anything of a high caliber to cause his anger to erupt on her. the brunette couldn't afford to. the lost boys were the closest thing to a family she had, even if there were some members she could do without. the cigarette smoke stunk, and jade was holding back making a face as she stood there with warren. it really was no big deal, and she should've been use to it with all the parties she went to. granted, she was more use to the smoke of other products. wrinkling her nose, she rolled her eyes. "what a fucktard. like anyone would believe i'd touch that moron. no thanks, i'll pass. i do have standards, believe it or not." jade smirked before moving a bit but still in the general vicinity. licking her lips, she brushed back her hair. taking a split second to think about it, her slender shoulders rolled forward in a careless shrug. "i guess a bit of both, really." the curiosity was nagging at her. warren had been sent here for a reason just as everyone else had. yet he had more information on students than anyone had on him. way more. what did he do with it all? and when would someone get to know more about him? jade couldn't blame him on not being open, hell it wasn't like she was the most open either. "though, now that you mention it.." she paused for dramatic effect, and chose to move towards the red couch against the wall. st jude's somehow was almost like a rich school, despite all the fuck ups that attended. lowering herself down, she sat down and crossed her legs, letting her heeled foot move steadily and gently back and forth. "who do you tell your past to? i've known you a while now, and i don't even think i know. not aside from the gossip and shit that the grapevine spews out."

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when they are weak she will always be strong

made by marv @ atf

the spark never lit a fire but i tried but the wind from your tongue was like a hurricane.

warren was one of the best therapists believe it or not. on a daily basis, he listened to so many teenagers complain about their lives and their issues that he felt like he knew each one directly. oddly enough, he even cared about them and that was what their business thrived upon. in fact that was how the lost boys came about. the doctors that aided them at this school didn’t take into consideration the personalities that aided these children. they based their conditions on a simple diagnosis and they could care less about making them feel better. the more teenager they simply doped up and kept at this school meant more funding from the state and no one getting out early, which meant their treatment wasn’t bad but simply numbing the pain each kid felt. it was warren who understand them all as a person, he knew what drove them to this behavior and what he could do to help them in other ways. his practices might be unethical and professionals would call him delusional but he helped out these kids more than a doctor with a phd could. he even had a fan club at this school and girls loved to swoon at his feet knowing there was a man like him on campus. people flocked to him like a candle in the wind. it would be a dangerous journey but the moths always made their way to them without struggle. if they burned, then they burned knowing someone cared about them, even only for a few desperate moments in a stall that was covered with rumors, lies, and the desperate cries of attention from their peers. it was here everyone was equal and that was something jade could take a learning from. ”well believe it or not, people don’t think you have a standard. we all know that it doesn’t take much to get you out of those skirts…and from i hear, you’re one that likes to leave them on during sex.” he teased at her, knowing that carter was making up rumors as to the reason the other girl always wore such clothes for easy access into her snatch. as the other confessed that she meant her words in a double standard, warren shrugged at the other and smiled softly. ”well no one gives me the chance to talk about my problems and the issues concerning my patients are top secret.” he winked as his brought his fingers to his lips and made a locking notions. as he listened to the other question him about his past and everything that she wanted to know about him. ”there isn’t much to know…but i guess i can give you a bit of information on me, especially since i don’t make it a point to hide it.” laughed the older boy while shaking his head and pulling forth another smoke. ”most people don’t know that i have a disorder…i’ve overcome it for the most part….and if i wasn’t in control you’d see that side of me. just know that if i lost control, not even saul would be able to stop me.” he concluded before continuing on. ”ever heard of intermittent explosive disorder?” he asked knowing there would be more questions coming at him sooner or later.

for coti, wearing this. sorry this took a while, love.

jade's deep hatred for therapists and counselors extended to anyone who even dabbled in the two areas - except warren. that was because he was a student here, who knew how they were treated, and he didn't treat you like you didn't matter. that's why jade thought the kids were lucky to have him. ”well believe it or not, people don’t think you have a standard. we all know that it doesn’t take much to get you out of those skirts…and from i hear, you’re one that likes to leave them on during sex.” were the words that came from warren's lips. as much as jade knew they were partially true, and that it usually didn't matter.. somehow when warren said it, it actually made her wince. turning her face away from his gaze, she gritted her teeth and cleared her throat as she shifted and then plastered a sly smile on her face. "yeah, well, believe it or not, i do have standards. i won't just sleep with anyone. as for the skirts, that's just dumb. i don't wear skirts that often." shrugging her slender shoulders once more, jade tried to forget about it. if anyone had known all the hell she'd been through, it'd probably make sense. people would probably understand her. though some would pity her, or look at her as broken. things that she didn't want. living this life, the life she enjoyed - despite the haters and rumors. that's what she wanted, and what she needed. wiggling over on the couch, she grinned and patted the seat next to her. "mr. fitzgerald, sit, tell me what bothers you, and how that makes you feel," jade mocked the cliche saying that therapists would ask. not knowing if warren ever did, but it was obviously a teasing, playful tone laced around the words. the fact that he insisted his 'patients' information was top secret, was slightly admirable. jade wasn't sure if she were in that position if she could keep that all secret. especially if someone double crossed her. as the slightly older boy pulled another cigarette forth, she eyed him. why did he smoke so much? that was like the third one since she'd been there, and that wasn't very long. forcing back the urge to wrinkle her nose yet again, the senior listened as warren spoke. although she'd never asked about a disorder, and it'd never been painfully clear - jade had always assumed that he at least had one. most of those in st. jude's did. usually it was obvious who had what, but not always. "eh, yes and no. i think i remember hearing about someone else with that. anger and violence all rolled into one that can cause outbursts or something." in fact, jade thought it may have been the dormmate she had before the rather irritating little twat that she was forced to share a dorm with now. the girl had major issues, and wound up actually being too much for the school to handle. her parents had ended up shipping her off to a psych ward. as much as she wanted to get more on warren, her hatred for prying questions prevented her from outright saying so.

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when they are weak she will always be strong

made by marv @ atf

the spark never lit a fire but i tried but the wind from your tongue was like a hurricane.

the idea to become a therapist on his own accord was a very toxic one. it played with boundaries and the notion of ethical behavior. one could think they were helping someone but only further wound them. that was something that he quickly pushed to the side when helping his patients. the ones brave enough to seek out alternative treatment from a truly subjective point of view. there was never any judgment from his end but rather a calm front where two people would walk through the choices together. he’d make them realize right from wrong in a respectable sense without making them feel guilty about their choices in the end. that was of course you pissed him off and then he’d truly become the world’s worst person to talk to. it was like his tongue was like that of acid, truly corruptible, as people constantly sought to please him. for example, he’d make the good girls panties drop, he’s made the straight guys go gay, he’s made a people cut themselves but not once did these people blame him. he was a martyr in his eyes and that made him smile from ear to ear. manipulation was his greatest weapon, one that he wielded so terribly well. ”you’d be surprised at what it would take you to go back on that statement. everyone has that weakness, one simply has to find the on and off switch and they could have you eating out their hands in a matter seconds.” he smiled with a playful wink. ”you should because those legs might bring the right kind of attention.” he said looking down at them, smile toying at the corner of his lips. no one was broken. it was something that he told all his patients. people liked to think they were scattered, torn apart, unfixable but who was anyone to say they were broken. human nature formed them, they were given certain things because a higher power wanted them this way. it was what made them unique, flaws was their barcodes so nature could tell them apart. if everyone was the same, what would be the point in living? ”it makes me sad, angry, frustrated.” he said catching onto her little joke before rolling his eyes and taking another long drag on his smoke. warren caught the woman staring at his smoking habit and he gave her cautious stare, simply brushing her peeved behavior to the side. smoking was his way of keeping his emotions in check, simply allowing the nasty habit to distract him from the annoying things that other people tended to showcase around him. ”well that’s what i have but for me it’s like i become a different person, someone you should really be scared of.” he laughed slightly, remembered the last time he lost control. he’d went chaotic in a store and nearly ignited the place up in flames. the boy was never charged though because his medical condition was documented and since he was undergoing treatment, one could never hold him responsible. ”what about you jade? what the hell is wrong with you?” he asked, wanting to break the ice.

for coti, wearing this. EWWWW. sorry for the useless rambling. oh, and were you still wanting him to like, unload on her, which leads to the pity-pity bang-bang? lmfao. just let me know.

the thought of what jade wanted to do with her life was something that she tried to avoid at all costs. while most were super excited to leave st. jude's, graduate, and move on with life.. jade was only one of those things. she was excited to leave st. jude's. but graduate and go into the 'real world' - she could do without. that was something she really didn't want to do. as hard as the girl attempted to find things she wanted to do after high school, she had no clue where graduating would leave her. jobless, homeless, and pretty much alone. everyone else was going to go to college, start a job, start a family. none of things really suited her. maybe college - but you had to have a major to go to college. what was she going to do, ride throughout another four years of schooling with no path? being smart, but not honing that was something that came back to bite you in the ass. this was one of them. here they were in... what, january? so close to graduation, and it was just now that she was coming to this ridiculous conclusion? vaguely remembering the college applications they'd been forced into doing. warren already had some sort path with his therapist thing. shaking her head sternly, she really meant those words. she had standards, and wouldn't dip below them for anyone. not even if the person would give their life for her. jade had enough of lowering her standards for someone else. that's how she saw it with her past. always blaming herself, always thinking that if she'd just reached out sooner - and those thoughts were true in her mind. somehow she'd thought of herself so lowly that it caused her to keep quiet for far too long. not that her mother probably would've believed her either way. "think what you want, but i really wouldn't. i don't let people have hold over me like that." smirking slightly, she batted her eyelashes at him teasingly, "you wish you knew what they felt like." she referred to her legs, but then also slightly frowned, "are you trying to say my legs would bring better attention than my face does?" with her, it was like a flip of a switch - or so that's what bipolar journals said. jade held back a snicker as warren played along. joking or not, she didn't want to push her luck too far and do something to piss him off. lifting her eyes from his cigarette to his face, the brunette shifted and tried to make it obvious that despite her personal disgust for the habit, she wasn't going to say anything further about it. warren was a big boy, he knew the risks, and she didn't need to mother him. hell, jade shouldn't mother anyone. it wasn't like she had the greatest example to go off from - let alone took care of herself the 'best' way. nodding as he talked, she understood. not from his perspective - obviously, but she had a general understanding of what he meant. frowning once more when he asked her, she just shook her head. "nothing's wrong with me, warren. god you sound like one of the faculty members." she rolled her eyes gently before tugging at the ends of her hair wanting to get off this topic now. "let's just say that my mother couldn't handle the truth, and couldn't handle her daughter getting laid more than she was. really, that's all it was.." she pressed her lips together. shifting again, she really couldn't hold still it seemed. "i, for one, think it's good that you're helping these... kids, though. so keep it up." jade leaned into him with her shoulder and nudged him playfully as she smiled at him gently. it wasn't too often that she got to say nice things, and mean them. this was one of the few exceptions.

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when they are weak she will always be strong

made by marv @ atf

the spark never lit a fire but i tried but the wind from your tongue was like a hurricane.

the future was so ominous, especially for a person that lived within the now. most of the students here didn’t have a plan, they didn’t have a course of action to take and instead they lived each day as it came to them. it was like a natural reaction coupled with animal instinct which was honestly what most of these students acted upon. seriously, warren could even attest to this and though he was more refined then most students that attended this school, he wasn’t adept to the ways of the world. all they could do was try and make the right choices – if they managed to do so then they succeeded in this life already. they took the chances, they were the dreamers and the realists that surrounded them helped keep them grounded. to expect anything more from them would be a crime in it’s own regard. breath and do what felt right. that was the best advice that he could give someone and honestly when he explained it in that manner, people understood where he was coming from. even his own therapists, who always tried outwitting him. it was for that reason that warren didn’t focus on the future. he’d give the bare minimum from college applications, running his own business, to experiencing love. extra effort would bring about failure and until he simply found himself wound up and caught within his targets goal, then he wouldn’t stress over something that he couldn’t control. like he stated earlier it was all about instinct, that gut feeling that could make the most confident man’s knees quiver with uneasiness and second guess himself. warren fitzgerald refused to be that person, especially after all the shit he’d been through in his life. he’d come too far to give up. he smiled kindly at her as he listened to her speak and then nodded with approval. ”i can sit up here and preach but i won’t.” he spoke softly, his words damp with understanding. ”you’re a lot like me jade and i told myself that i would never let someone hold power over me, that no one would ever influence me but i can’t say that anymore.” laughed the boy, while bringing his hand to his brow, scratching gently before glancing over at the younger female. warren didn’t want to be her life coach, she’d make her own choices and powerful females wouldn’t listen to him. jade rollins wasn’t like the other girls that came to see him. the ones who bitched about pregnancy, their periods, which drug to use so their appearances were still desirable, or if their right boob was bigger than their left. he’s heard it all and though there seemed to be no hope for women, there then came jade. strong, confident, and ready to face an army with such tenacity. ”i’m not saying that and we both know you can have any man that you wanted, even if you dressed in a nun outfit.” it was apparent that she’d never been ton one of his sessions because warren wouldn’t get down on her like that of a therapist. breathing in deeply, he cracked a smile and shook his head. ”i’m not saying anything is wrong with you, per say. you have to look at it this way, there are so many people on this earth and they each have their own set of issues. officials of this school labels us as degenerates, sociopaths, and they treat us for disorders and diseases these normal people can’t face. whose to say that we’re wrong though? whose to say that we’re not who god wanted us to be? they separate us because they fear us and that’s all it’s really about. the survival of the fittest and this day in age, that means everything.” he said sincerely, as he listened to her talk about her mother and the woman’s jealousy issues. ”point proven, you have a gift use it to our advantage – “ he faltered as the girl told him that he was really helping these kids. warren hadn’t started out so honest in these little meetings but there was a reason so many people came to him. so many people looking for answers they’d never get elsewhere. ”thanks.”

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