[A]+ YOU CAN GO HARD., tag: stella w/estelle

YOU CAN GO HARD OR YOU CAN GO HOME Oh my goodness this beat is so hard Imma go hard, hard to the core Hard like motherfuckin liquid swords Harder than worldwide stadium tours I'm the future, delorian doors Will he survive? Never deceased I don’t think I’m ever gonna rest in peace the music was so loud that jade could hear it all the way outside at a low bass-like hum. walking into the school made it even louder. a small smile crept on her face as she neared closer to the gym doors. they were decked out in black and white decorations to symbolize the difference between st. jude's and milton. st. jude's was in black while milton students were in white. as if any of those morons were as pure as white. rolling her eyes to herself, jade pressed her lips together and evenly spread her lip gloss around. entering through the gym doors, she could see a sea of white to one side, and black to the other - with a few mixed in between. twisting her wrist and letting the bangle twirl her wrist, jade was already bored and she'd spent a mere few moments inside of the decked out gym. headed to the right she made her way towards the other st. jude's students. saying hello to a couple of people, and narrowing her eyes at some others, the feisty brunette beauty made it across the dance floor on her high heels without even teetering. most girls tried to walk in heels and failed, but heels were jade's favorite. she had one that went with nearly every outfit. you'd never catch her in anything else unless it was uncharacteristically snowing, raining, or she was being forced into some other exercise that didn't include her choosing between the top or the bottom. sidling up next to the punch bowl, from the lightened color, she would've bet $100 that it was already spiked. taking a cup for herself, she sipped on it before spying someone a few feet away. estelle.. that pretty blondish-brunette girl. it was a shame she was a milton bitch, they would've gotten along so well. as fate had it, jade could make an exception long enough to bed the unknowing girl. word had it she wasn't open to both ways though. although jade had previously not allowed that to matter, this time it almost made the 'forbidden fruit' just that more tempting. slowly moving towards the girl, she waited for the others around her to spread out before approaching her. nudging up beside her, jade didn't make a peep until she was there, but not seen. taking another sip, she pretended to glance around. "you look hot... usually i wouldn't bother wasting my time with you, you know that. felt the need to share that though." turning her attention to estelle, jade's eyes started from her toes, and meticulously ran along every curve of the other girl's body. soaking it in, jade could imagine the things she'd do to her. "i know you hate me, the feeling is more than mutual. i do have to ask though, is it true that you're only into guys? because if i didn't know any better, i'd swear you were trying to gain any attention you could in that dress." the brown eyes that were still locked on the girl nearly glazed over in lust as her imagination ran wild with a fantasy. straight or not, jade wanted what she wanted. jade been with better looking girls, and guys. it wasn't that estelle was drop-your-panties-now gorgeous. again it came down to the taunting forbidden factor.

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wearing this.

SHE SAYS SHE'S NO

GOOD WITH WORDS BUT I'M WORSE WITH A JOKE STUCK ON MY TONGUE

I'M TWO QUARTERS AND A HEART DOWN AND I DON'T WANT TO FORGET HOW YOUR VOICE SOUNDS THESE WORDS ARE ALL I HAVE SO I RIDE THEM I NEED THEM JUST TO GET BY DANCE DANCE WE'RE FALLING APART TO HALF TIME DANCE DANCE AND THESE ARE THE LIVES YOU LOVE TO LEAD DANCE THIS IS THE WAY THEY'D LOVE IF THEY KNEW HOW MISERY LOVED ME YOU ALWAYS FOLD JUST BEFORE YOU'RE FOUND OUT DRINK UP IT'S LAST CALL LAST RESORT BUT ONLY THE FIRST MISTAKE AND I -----------------------------------------------

NOTES: OOOH SO FUN / WORDS: 735

the whole idea was so imbecile and puerile, estelle couldn't even bring herself to justify her presence at this stupid party. she did not come willingly, and it took much persuasion for her to put on the dress and heels her friends prepared. the minute she stepped into the gym, the blasting music and bright lights, accompanied by a pulsating crowd of sweaty teenagers, were more than enough to bring a scowl to her lips. in no time, her initial company left her for punches, silly dances and other social interactions, leaving her alone to fend for herself. not that she needed protection in the first place, of course, it only encouraged her to linger around for five minutes more before making a run for it. social interactions were not out of her realm, but poorly planned and chaotic "parties" weren't her cup of tea. more like a cup of bitter gourd juice, she thought, her elbows deliberately jabbing into some girls dressed like voluntary prostitutes as she tried her best to escape the crowd and to the sidelines. some milton kids were actually mixing along with others clad in black, ah, and that brought her thoughts to the topic of their dress code. making her fellow schoolmates wear the color white was so laughable, estelle nearly burst into a fit when she heard about the rule. the adults were often too blind and too keen to overlook their flaws, eager to paint them as angels in comparison with the st jude students. their oblivion and ignorance disgusted her, and she didn't bother pausing to apologize when she felt herself stepping on someone's foot. she wouldn't get found out, the blonde-haired girl reminded herself, continuing her way casually. the heels that she was wearing were pretty painful, seeing that they're new and she didn't really like the height. sure, she wasn't as tall as all those runway models, but she didn't actually need to boost her height in any way, so all they did was to annoy her as they continued injuring her feet as she walked on. thankfully estelle was not a klutz in heels, and she suited them just fine, but that doesn't mean she would like to wear these killer ones for the entire night. she'd like to keep her feet for the rest of her life, thank you very much.

"you look hot... usually i wouldn't bother wasting my time with you, you know that. felt the need to share that though." a familiar voice drawled, and the milton student gave a low groan, dreading the conversation that she'd have to participate in, seeing that she didn't actually want to make her already awful enough experience in this pathetic party even more so. "hello there, jade." she greeted the beautiful brunette, feeling not at all comfortable as those eyes took in her body with unveiled lust. it was a game that the other girl loved playing, and one that estelle had absolutely no interest in. "i know you hate me, the feeling is more than mutual. i do have to ask though, is it true that you're only into guys? because if i didn't know any better, i'd swear you were trying to gain any attention you could in that dress." if not for the fact that she was so good at hiding her own emotions, estelle would have allowed her eyes and mouth to open wide with shock as those words grabbed her full attention. jade wasn't known for her subtle flirting, and despite estelle being one who was not at all shy to say what's on her mind, she was often unsettled by words that jade said to her, directed at her. that girl could have whoever she wanted, or at the very least, most of them, so estelle really didn't understand why she even bothered with her. "knock it off, jade, it's you who hate me, i wouldn't say the same about myself. we just don't get along, and it's not exactly my fault." what she said was completely true, estelle wasn't one to keenly make enemies out of everyone, and she'd be more than happy if the two of them ignore the existence of each other, but jade was always actively seeking some sort of interaction. "someone else chose the dress," she explained, wanting to defend herself against the girl with not-so-pure intentions, that much was clear.

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YOU CAN GO HARD OR YOU CAN GO HOME Oh my goodness this beat is so hard Imma go hard, hard to the core Hard like motherfuckin liquid swords Harder than worldwide stadium tours I'm the future, delorian doors Will he survive? Never deceased I don’t think I’m ever gonna rest in peace although estelle didn't say she was uncomfortable, or even make it blatantly obvious, jade knew that she was. even the look in her eye was saying that all she wanted to do was turn and run the opposite way. smirking to herself, good, she's just where i want her. those thoughts ran through jade's mind before she bothered to really listen further. jade was a stubborn, determined bitch. whatever she want, she got. unless by some miracle she lost interest and focused elsewhere. in this case she wanted estelle, to do something to open up those pretty eyes and show her just what she was missing by narrowing her field to just men. it baffled the senior that anyone was straight. why? she knew it wasn't really a choice, it was how you were born. but even if born straight, you could experiment and see where it leads. because even if you're straight, you can be attracted to another woman and even seduce her. she'd seen it happen, in fact, she'd done it before to other straight girls. estelle wasn't the first to brush her off. sighing, she tossed back the rest of the drink and shoved it into the hand of a girl passing by. the words the girl was going to throw at her were cut off as somone just pulled her away and took the glass elsewhere. smiling triumphantly, honestly, it was nice when people were scared of you. usually it made it ten times easier getting people to do things for you. it was mostly because people thought jade was nuts, in her mind, they were crazy, and she was perfectly sane. take into account other girls like extasii evans. a hot piece of ass, but so far gone there was no hope left there. "it's not my fault your school invaded mine, either. so i can't be held accountable for my actions." moving closer to estelle, she purposely reached out and stroked the blondish-brunette's arm with a single finger watching a light trail of goosebumps follow behind. "we could get along, in a way. you just seem too stuck to accept my offer for a sort of... truce." jade's tone lowered a bit and dipped dangerously close to seductive. rolling her eyes, she used her palms to smooth down her own dress, which shimmered in the lights, and even more so whenever she moved even slightly. "please, if you hadn't of, you wouldn't have worn it. you wanted to be noticed, and you were." who was estelle kidding? she'd denied jade's advances once before, if she had balls enough to do that, there was no way she'd wear a dress she didn't want to be seen in. if only she could get estelle into a darker, more private area, she may have had a chance of getting, or even slightly taking what she wanted. even if it was just a taste, something to satisfy that frustrating feeling knowing that what she was wanting refused to willingly give herself to her. estelle was shorter than her, and who knew - possibly younger. the girl had some damn nerve though.

© KAY

wearing this.

SHE SAYS SHE'S NO

GOOD WITH WORDS BUT I'M WORSE WITH A JOKE STUCK ON MY TONGUE

I'M TWO QUARTERS AND A HEART DOWN AND I DON'T WANT TO FORGET HOW YOUR VOICE SOUNDS THESE WORDS ARE ALL I HAVE SO I RIDE THEM I NEED THEM JUST TO GET BY DANCE DANCE WE'RE FALLING APART TO HALF TIME DANCE DANCE AND THESE ARE THE LIVES YOU LOVE TO LEAD DANCE THIS IS THE WAY THEY'D LOVE IF THEY KNEW HOW MISERY LOVED ME YOU ALWAYS FOLD JUST BEFORE YOU'RE FOUND OUT DRINK UP IT'S LAST CALL LAST RESORT BUT ONLY THE FIRST MISTAKE AND I -----------------------------------------------

NOTES: FINALLY. SORRY FOR THE WAIT! / WORDS: 709

whenever the milton senior was around her peers, she would never reveal her uneasiness she was feeling so easily. with them, she rarely showed what she felt, always mindful of how she come to appear in front of them. it wasn't that she was someone so pretentious, or that she was power hungry, willing to do whatever it took for her to keep up with her social status among her fellow schoolmates. what she craved was the fact that to many, she came off as intimidating, and that meant many was keen to avoid her. it was the only way for her to get her own peace of mind, for her to be free to spend her last year at milton. however, when she was with some people, jade for one, she would never be adverse to put her emotions on display. she wanted the girl to know just how uncomfortable she was with the advances that she was making. regardless of that, she was still capable of staying strong and dignified, determined to hold her ground for as long as she could. unwelcomed or not, those gestures will not become her fear factors. what estelle failed to comprehend just what about her would attract someone like jade, because from what she'd heard, the brunette was anything but chummy with any of the milton kids. it was just her luck, she thought, tugging at her dress absentmindedly as she tried her hardest to handle the conversation to the best of her abilities. no doubt her friends would be seeking her out by the end of the night, and that meant she would have to stick around for quite some time. she figured if she persist long enough, jade would just promptly give up and settle for someone else. their meeting was interrupted by jade's brief almost-conflict with some random girl who clearly had no sense of self preservation. obviously she wasn't one of a higher social status than jade, so engaging in a direct battle with the girl would be nothing but suicidal. lucky for her, her friend pulled her away, and estelle caught the triumphant smile on jade's face at that response. satisfaction at being feared, estelle noted, eyes giving a casual roll as she waited for the conversation to resume.

at jade's usual complaint that milton was the one deliberately encroaching on their territory, estelle gave a huffy scoff. that was such biased statement, she couldn't even be bothered to contest it. "as if i can change what the rotting governors have decided on," she drawled, eyes flickering to the crowd before going back to the brunette in front of her,"you say it as though we are merrily booking your campus for a holiday." she wanted to take a step back as jade took one forward, but that would be the most obvious move that displayed fear and vulnerability, so she merely shook her arm, ignoring the goose bumps that spread out on it. "everyone is responsible for what they do, petty school rivalry or not," she gritted out, eyes flashing as they met jade's. "your truce requires something i cannot give you," she allowed some bits of regret to show on her features, it was a pity that the only thing jade was after was sexual pleasure, or else estelle would have gladly given it to her just for some sort of acquaintance with the girl. their interactions by far had been disturbing, yes, but she enjoyed how they were also entertaining, something aside from the usual boredom she was filled with. it was apparent that jade was unwilling to back down from the comment made about her dress, so estelle shook her head and allowed her to win the battle by remaining quiet. "come on, jade, there are prettier girls out there," she started, giving jade a soft smile as she said that, "go after them instead of wasting your time on someone who'd never give in." though estelle was confident in her looks, she was willing to go to such lengths just to make sure jade would give up on the idea of bedding her. afterall, she did know that there are stunning beauties out there, and even she could bring herself to appreciate their unearthly looks.

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This post has been edited by estelle mccartney on Feb 13 2012, 01:12 AM

YOU CAN GO HARD OR YOU CAN GO HOME Oh my goodness this beat is so hard Imma go hard, hard to the core Hard like motherfuckin liquid swords Harder than worldwide stadium tours I'm the future, delorian doors Will he survive? Never deceased I don’t think I’m ever gonna rest in peace there was a lot more to the brunette than anyone really knew about, or even cared to look for. possibly because jade's reputation had branded her one of the many school sluts. in her mind it was still a tough challenge to see where they came from as she didn't fully understand why it was so horrible that she enjoyed her passion, pleasure and fun from all one source - sex. when someone denied her, it only fueled the determination that lived and was sewn into her every bone. jade wasn't the type to just shrug her shoulders and give up. instead she insisted on focusing harder, pushing more, and making sure that if anyone was going to say no - it'd be her. normally those who were heterosexual would just be a bonus to have as a conquest of sorts - their 'nos' didn't count in her mind. at the same time, estelle's constant rejection and attitude is what caused jade to not give a crap and still keep pushing it on her. sure it was true that the milton students didn't really have a choice in being at st. jude's, but that didn't make the senior like the situation any more than she did now. rolling her eyes, a small part of her wanted to relent and go find someone else more fun. estelle was just being a pain in her ass. the chase was part of the fun though. a small grin stuck to her face as estelle's arm shook to rid herself of the goosebumps, and from jade's touch. tilting her head she smirked. "holiday or not.. you can give me the terms of the truce, you're just choosing not to. it'd be so much easier," jade's word trailed briefly as she lifted her hand to the girls face and brushed back a stray of hair, and grazing her cheek - "..if you just gave in. you may find you enjoy yourself more than you ever have before." trying to entire the milton senior, jade would probably throw a fit if she wasn't able to get something from her. slowly, a softer side was emerging since her tough bitch exterior didn't seem to be doing the trick. with bipolar, moods shift. although jade was usually willingly more so bitchy than anything else. that niceness and tenderness was buried deep within. it was true, there were much hotter girls, and sexier guys in the school than estelle. however, her trying to use that made jade annoyed. her standards were high, and if she wanted you, that should be taken as a compliment and not brushed off the way estelle was always doing. the lights around them dimmed, and a slow song started playing. those who didn't care about everyone around them actually took to dancing, while jade took to looking, and then bringing her attention back to the shorter girl before her. "you should really be more flattered instead of being so damn defensive."

© KAY

wearing this.

SHE SAYS SHE'S NO

GOOD WITH WORDS BUT I'M WORSE WITH A JOKE STUCK ON MY TONGUE

I'M TWO QUARTERS AND A HEART DOWN AND I DON'T WANT TO FORGET HOW YOUR VOICE SOUNDS THESE WORDS ARE ALL I HAVE SO I RIDE THEM I NEED THEM JUST TO GET BY DANCE DANCE WE'RE FALLING APART TO HALF TIME DANCE DANCE AND THESE ARE THE LIVES YOU LOVE TO LEAD DANCE THIS IS THE WAY THEY'D LOVE IF THEY KNEW HOW MISERY LOVED ME YOU ALWAYS FOLD JUST BEFORE YOU'RE FOUND OUT DRINK UP IT'S LAST CALL LAST RESORT BUT ONLY THE FIRST MISTAKE AND I -----------------------------------------------

NOTES: UGH TOOK FOREVER D: WORDS: 508

whatever it was that brought the two of them together since their first meeting, estelle cursed it to the very pits of sparta and beyond. jade was a terror, in a way unlike others that estelle had came across. if she was mean and nasty towards estelle, the girl would have preferred it over this whole flirting nonsense. in response to the numerous hits and comments that made her so uncomfortable, she had no way of knowing just how to make the girl back off. it seemed that jade was someone who always got whatever she wanted, and that happened to be sexual pleasure almost most of the time. estelle would have given in if she had been the least bit bi-curious, but she had never found anyone of the same gender attractive, and even the attention being paid on her by the promiscuous brunette was nowhere near making her wonder about sex with other girls. she knew how it worked, but she was sure that she would not be attracted to the prospect of exploring that side of sexual relationship anytime soon. she would say yes, and perhaps after that one time, jade would just give up and leave, but she could not. she could not even stand the thought of agreeing to such a thing, let alone actually engaging in it. her mind urged her to dissuade the unwelcome advances using some extreme methods, but it could not come up with anything to actually aid her in doing so. she shook her head in response to the predatory grin jade gave her and the girl’s words, she took another step back, truly frustrated with her own weaknesses in this situation.

”it is not something i have, so i cannot give you anything,” she replied, folding her arms together, a more defensive stance that made her feel a little bit more at ease, just a little bit. why can’t the girl just leave and find someone else with a bigger potential of giving in to her suggestive words and gestures? she stood frozen at the spot as a hand brushed against her cheek it pushed a strand of hair back, and she blinked several times, trying to get herself to protest against that action. ”stop,” she muttered, eyeing jade with the frustration that the other clearly knew about, but seemed to ignore every time they met, ”that is impossible, and the sooner you realize that, the better.” seeing annoyance flash across jade’s face, estelle felt a light of hope, perhaps if she annoyed jade enough, the girl would just give up? ”flattery is not an option when one does not welcome it,” she retorted, eyes flickering over to the dance floor, taking in the dancing couples having the time of their lives. ”if one does not feel anything, there is no point in the chase, is there?” she posed, looking back at jade, her eyes questioning as she awaited a reply from the other.

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