This was written on September 11 of 05, bad things tend to happen that day.

It's My Life
By Caroline Elizabeth Sheets

It’s my life
And yet I am not the daughter you wanted
No,
I am my own person.
Most would be happy of this.
I am my own person.
But I can’t stand anymore of this.
It’s either him or you is it?
He brought me from darkness and put me in light
You put me right back
Which would you choose?
The bright happy smile on my face
Or the tears I try to hide without a trace
I’m falling from the good back to the evil
The feeble attempts I have made to make you listen
When really all I do is sit there and listen to you
I have made at least one comeback
But you push it aside
In my mind I have a line of words ready to come out
I am going to scream I am going to shout
Until you listen to me
As I have done to you
I’ve fallen through the barer that was happiness
And tears
The most tears I’ve ever shed in my life
Are from you
And I have to be really upset to cry
Do you wanna try?
You’re really good at it ya know
Go ahead, take a shot
He’s the only thing I’ve got left
My friends all love you
And I sware I love you with all my heart
But part of me says no
Don’t love who gives you pain
Who makes it their game to see you in tears
But you're not like that at all
You told me you cried yourself to sleep
I cried until he told me to stop
You said you have no one to talk to
And yet you tell me all of this
You said you’re going to have a nervus break down
And yet you’re crying all the time now
You have to put on a happy face for father
He knows nothing of what is going on
Don’t you think he’ll be able to tell soon
You do, you’ve told me your fears
Through your tears
And sayings of departure
I sit there holding in my tears, my fears, my words of unkindness
The truth
Yes I am youth, but decide for me what I feel
Is this Love real?
Am I too young
You don’t even know I love him,
How can you push me away!
I’m daughter
I falter when you say your disappointed
I don’t care!
Listen to me!
For once listen and comprehend
Is this the end?
It’s him or me
I love him
You hurt me
Your choice