here is the deal, yesterday i pretty much witnessed the scariest fucking thing ever. my mom had a seizure and yeah, i freaked out and we spent 3 hours in the hospital. i'm glad that she's okay and it's just going to be one of those things, but the fact is, is that she actually can't drive for a year. maybe six months. that means i'm going to be carting her around for awhile and everything, which means that i might not be able to be on as much as i was. <3 love you guys.